restless. i'm done with studying.

my favorite looks from the 200-something page jan'10 issue of vivi:









i really don't think i've ever been this broke in my life, but there is so much i want!

currently, i am lusting (yes, lusting) for...
1. fur-trimmed long-ish coat - i must have this before i go to NYC. so basically in the next 9 days, i must find THE coat.
2. black suede, tight thigh-high boots - maybe, but maybe not... i think they'll be too much after i wear them a few times.
3. nice sweaters i can use for layering (nothing specific)
4. pretty lingerie (cause it's holiday season! and... ha.)
5. a nice, normal pair of blue jeans - i have no idea where my favorite pair went. i bought a substitute at f21 a few weeks ago. the fit is nice, but it's too tight, so the small (originally intentional) hole in the thigh area is getting bigger and bigger... but maybe i'm getting fatter and fatter... ?

i need to stop blogging.

i need to stop thinking of everything i want.

i need to rock this final and get an A in this class.

oh, lalohan.

random STUPID thoughts at 6:13 AM while studying for my EALC374 final/looking at the most recent issue of vivi:

-i don't like posh, in general. yeah, i can see why people think she's chic and glamorous, but i think it's way overdone. she looks like an alien. too skeletal. but, she's married to david beckham, so i don't have anything more to say...

-fergie and josh are still such a cute couple. fergie is crazy and manipulative. do you know how they got together? fergie eyed him at some event party, went up to him, and said, "i had a sex dream about you." they hooked up and now they're happily married.

recent lindsay for muse magazine channeling kate moss:



it's alright. i like this random pic of her though:


i don't know what ya'll think, but i miss this, pre-rehab lindsay:

what a bangin bod.

the things we love.

use your second chance to finally get things right.

"affirm to yourself, 'i am fucking awesome!' the culmination of billions of years of evolution has created this moment with you in it - and quite a lucky star you are to experience all of this." - jason mraz

i love looking at my old blogposts.

when i reread my blogposts, i realize how much my mind is working when i see and post pictures. i truly feel that i have a strong passion not just for fashion, but also for design, architecture, etc. but then i also realized two other things:

1. i only update when i have a shitload of academic work to do and am pulling all nighters.

2. i'm an emo child. every time there's text on this blog, it's super depressing.

the second one gets to me. i've been writing things like, "i'm digging myself into a bigger shithole. i need to get out, free my mind, and live free." it's been almost a year and i still feel the exact same way. this is telling me something.

elizabeth and james spring '10 preview

it's not my favorite, but i wouldn't mind having all of the pieces.

my mind is about to burst right now and it's not because of academic work, for once. somebody please save me?

the countdown till christmas has started. i won't be alone this time.