we played hard.

proud of my koreans.

got so sick of wearing red though...

"but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

"...but now i find i can't stop wanting. i want to fly somewhere on first class. i want to travel to europe on a business trip. i want to get invited to the white house. i want to learn about the world. i want to surprise myself. i want to be important. i want to be the best person i can be. i want to define myself, instead of having others define me. i want to win, and have people happy for me. i want to lose and get over it. i want to not be afraid of the unknown. i want to grow up to be generous and big-hearted, the way that people have been with me. i want an interesting and surprising life. it's not that i think that i'm going to get all these things. i just want the possibility of getting them."

korea: 2, greece: 0

the greatest thing in my life is... myself.

right now, it's not about solving the way i am... it's about letting things happen the way they're supposed to happen.

an unexpected friend told me recently, "it's interesting how the beginning is the end and the end is the beginning."

i thank this friend.

i've had the biggest urge to delete this blog, but then all of my thoughts would go to waste. i decided i'll just update even more now, being here in seoul.

what i've learned: be strong for the people who love you.