staying home --> boredom --> watching a lot of tv --> looking through (but getting sick of) magazines --> trying to read a novel --> more boredom --> restlessness --> just lying down and thinking... A LOT.
so the end result is... too much on my mind. tootootootootootootootootooooo much. every single person i've ever met in my life has said to me, "i think way too much." even when i'm being judgemental (we're all guilty) and assume that someone's skull is empty (you know, when his/her expression is just blank and you can say that he/she looks "dumb"), this person will say to me, "you know what, jessica? i think too much."
obviously, we all think a lot.
it's just a bad thing when we use our chaotic minds to make us unhappy.