Wednesday, April 29

500 pages of reading to do.

and that's not it.

college life.

finals.

the countdown to summer hasn't even started yet.

karmaloop.com is having a massive online warehouse sale... cheap monday jeans are over 50% off. peep that shit right now. i am, and i'm broke.










new 윤은혜 shoot for W korea.


commonsensical, but i like it. have to find something i love to do...

Wednesday, April 22


waiting patiently.



question: why do i only update my blog when i'm pulling all-nighters at the library?

one more thing: had a great weekend in vegas with my lovers... will update with pics soon. maybe when i'm on azzy and addicted to the internet. if you know what i mean.

Thursday, April 16

she is love

in the process of pulling another all-nighter, but this time i feel so unproductive because i read ONE article in the past 6 hours...


황보 for this month's issue of nylon korea - girl's got a nice body and the shoes are pretty crazy.


recent sienna miller shopping with her friend - not a huge fan, but i like the simplicity of her outfit. and her skinny thighs.


GD sandwiched by his two stylist friends


recent posh - i wanna be able to rock something like that.


look from isabel marant's spring 09 line (model: daria) - peep the suede heeled booties with dangling chains. amazing.

Monday, April 13

if you love me then thank you; if you hate me then fuck you

easter sunday and i forced myself to get up early even though i wanted to sleep in. today's jesus' resurrection, which calls for a huge revival of my mentality. i've been going through a huge slump and i'm digging myself into a bigger shithole. i'm young and i should live free; i don't want to look back at these times and regret feeling like this. we'll see.

Why everything that's supposed to bad make me feel so good?
Everything they told me not to is exactly what I would
Man I tried to stop man I tried the best I could
But (You make me smile)

What's your addiction? Is it money? Is it girls? Is it weed?
I've been afflicted by not one, not two, but all three



80%20's fall09 line: hidden wedges. i will save up money to buy a pair.


statement jewelry!!! karla layered a silver fringe-bib necklace with an elephant pendant necklace. would i pay $45 for that necklace?


the boys were filming on rodeo a few days ago. they're back this summer!!!!!!! who's excited now. this may be the only thing i'm looking forward to in my life and that is pretty damn pathetic.


DIY shoe chains from fabsugar.com. this girl is creative, but i think i'm too lazy to go out and buy the material. but i will try this soon when i have a lot of time to do nothing...


the prettiest and sexiest legs i've ever seen in my life so i had to post it up.


what i'd do to be this thin. sh.


jean seberg. paris.


i've been keepin up with this parisian kids' style. why is it so hard for some people to dress well? having a good fashion sense isn't an inherent talent. at least i don't think it is...


i love girls and boys who rock toms. did you know that for every pair you purhase, toms gives a pair of shoes to a child in need? i'm off to tomsshoes.com.


FML.

Thursday, April 9

F ME!

awwmanitsjohn: man you know what
awwmanitsjohn: eff you
awwmanitsjohn: you're too damn smart

live life loud.


h y o r i's recent shoot for ggpx or something.


what is it about her?

:)

Wednesday, April 8

up, up, and away.


whitney port @ the airport - i LOVE this look. i'm jealous of how skinny, tall girls can pull off the baggy pants.


lauren conrad @ the richie-madden/UNICEF charity event a few weeks ago - the nude top and the silk shorts are perfect for nights out in the springtiiiiiime.


vickie's secret always has good swimwear.

i need a new bikini for the vegas trip we're goin on in less than 2 weeks... (i'm going, but it doesn't feel like i'm going. haven't talked to my parents about it yet, will prob need way too much money, and other little stressful factors are holding me back from being excited.)

i need to lose a shitload of weight. i need to tone up. i need to tan.

everything feels blah. my life is so blah. i'm so blah.

Tuesday, April 7

i want to vomit.

but this is cool.


Saturday, April 4

just a quickie. "that's what she said."

God/fate/destiny (whatever you believe in) works in strange ways:

i REALLY didn't want to go into work this morning and all week i was hoping something would happen allowing me to skip out on work. i got a pretty shocking phonecall this morning as i was walking into the office and immediately started to cry. you know when something is bad but not too sad but it just catches you totally off guard? first time this happened in my life... i felt like such a fool walking straight to my supervisor's office bawling. i hate when people i'm not close to see me cry... and who the hell cries in a work environment? (me.) anyway, my supervisor is chill and seemed pretty understanding and told me to just go home. but i know that she'll tell my boss and that my boss will be super disappointed. i was supposed to give high school students a tour of the sc campus today, but after hearing "the news", i only held hatred towards the school i love.

i don't wanna talk about my life here, but "the news" shaped how i felt today (obviously shitty as SHIT) which leads to me and my friends gettingtonight. optimism.



1. NEON is IN this spring! i want a neon mini-dress. (jessica stroup from 90210 at some mercedez fashion show event. i love how she paired a grey blazer with her dress.)



2. i've been keeping up with vanessa hudgens' style recently. didn't like her much after the naked photo scandal, but her fashion sense is totally underrated. i'm inspired. i need ray ban aviators and those current/elliot white skinny jeans. i love her body. haha.

3. i also want... a light, cropped jacket!!!

topshop denim studded blazer ($90)


mcq by alexander mcqueen linen bomber ($745.......i love this.)

i want this, i want that, i want too much, but what i really need is money. money. money. money. i 100% agree with the statement "money brings you happiness."

Wednesday, April 1

hitting the 10.5 hour mark.

man club leavey was poppinnnnnnnnnn last night/this morning. psh. been at the library for way too long now and can't seem to concentrate at all anymore. what do i do?!?! delirious... feels like i'm walking on a cloud.

it's 7:36 AM and i won't be sleeping for at least 10+ more hours. oh college life!!!


a drunkard (i think tina? HA) took this one of me and sue.

scottie boy and me.

what would my times at the library be without these two? BOOM BOOM BOOM.

and of course special props to tina, vicky, byun, etc etc...



.
it was a happy ending indeed.


new heidi klum shoot.

let's get away.