Wednesday, September 29
Thursday, September 23
grandpa
the head of the korean mafia bows to you and looks up to you.
you give him $1000USD for the hell of it whenever you see him.
true baus life.
Wednesday, September 15
underground shopping center at the terminal (with LIA!!!)
what did i buy today? i don't remember and i'm too lazy to open my bags.
1) white oxfords - i've always wanted oxfords and the pair i bought were around $50USD, and that's pretty pricey for the area i shopped at.
2) light denim button up - not really a fall trend, but i always wanted one.
3) cheap, big-framed glasses
4) studded military boots - they look like the steve madden boots i wore the life out of the past year but the studs and silver buckles just looked too good... plus they were only $50USD.
5) khaki anorak - my most regretful purchase today... it was only $13-14 but i saw so many prettier/better quality ones after!!! of course koreans don't do refunds...
6) tribal-print, silk skirt - more summer-y, but it's not short at all so i think it's wearable in the fall.
what else... drawing blanks here...
7) grey, sweater-like long thing that's sort of see-through
8) nude+beige+orange-ish (ew) long-sleeve silk dress top
i can't think of anything else, but i might as well stop because my descriptions are sucking. i'm pretty sure there should be a few other pieces though.
i still want a thin, silk-ish, nude-colored, long (wow i'm picky) blazer. i actually saw a lot today, but i didn't want to spend even more $$$.................
so much i want. my next "big" purchases will include the fujifilm instax camera and the ipad.
1) white oxfords - i've always wanted oxfords and the pair i bought were around $50USD, and that's pretty pricey for the area i shopped at.
2) light denim button up - not really a fall trend, but i always wanted one.
3) cheap, big-framed glasses
4) studded military boots - they look like the steve madden boots i wore the life out of the past year but the studs and silver buckles just looked too good... plus they were only $50USD.
5) khaki anorak - my most regretful purchase today... it was only $13-14 but i saw so many prettier/better quality ones after!!! of course koreans don't do refunds...
6) tribal-print, silk skirt - more summer-y, but it's not short at all so i think it's wearable in the fall.
what else... drawing blanks here...
7) grey, sweater-like long thing that's sort of see-through
8) nude+beige+orange-ish (ew) long-sleeve silk dress top
i can't think of anything else, but i might as well stop because my descriptions are sucking. i'm pretty sure there should be a few other pieces though.
i still want a thin, silk-ish, nude-colored, long (wow i'm picky) blazer. i actually saw a lot today, but i didn't want to spend even more $$$.................
so much i want. my next "big" purchases will include the fujifilm instax camera and the ipad.
Tuesday, September 14
cool.
i've been missing out a lot recently because i have no one to go out with here. yes, i'll say it loudly and proudly!!! i am officially a loner/loser in seoul. there was a puma promotional party in 압구정 a few nights ago and some of the cast from 김탁구 showed up. and all of the 2AM members. and other celebs i'm in love with. but i was at home rolling around on the ground trying to fall asleep so that the next day would come quicker.i miss finding horrendous pics of us on random club photogs' blogs...
and the shoes pictured above are just too damn cool. if i were a guy at the puma party and saw a girl rocking those, i'd fall in love with her instantly.
flakers?
i admit; i'm a flaker.
i make dates to meet up with not-so-close friends, but when the time comes around to meet up with them, i just feel so lazy. i have to be in the mood to meet up with you because if i'm not, i'll just bluntly tell you that i'm too lazy to meet up with you.
at the same time, i hate it when people are late. it's 12:45PM right now. i'm supposed to meet a friend i haven't seen in a while at 12:50. he just called and said he'll be an hour late.
i make dates to meet up with not-so-close friends, but when the time comes around to meet up with them, i just feel so lazy. i have to be in the mood to meet up with you because if i'm not, i'll just bluntly tell you that i'm too lazy to meet up with you.
at the same time, i hate it when people are late. it's 12:45PM right now. i'm supposed to meet a friend i haven't seen in a while at 12:50. he just called and said he'll be an hour late.
Monday, September 13
(technical) difficulties.
it's hard deleting my old posts... the ones i wrote as a senior at USC. such a memorable time of my life. (i'm being 100% sarcastic right now.) ha, i make it seem like it was ages ago, when it wasn't at all...
it's hard not because i feel emotionally attached to them, but because i really just don't know how to delete posts.
cheers!
it's hard not because i feel emotionally attached to them, but because i really just don't know how to delete posts.
cheers!
do you ever feel like you're missing out?
as if everything good is happening somewhere else?
i want to be part of the "in-crowd". i'm not talking about hanging with the popular kids because these groups of people don't really exist anymore in the non-schooling world, but i'm talking about being around people i can learn from. or going to all the places i want to go to, even here in seoul.
i want to experience everything.
i don't understand people who enjoy being alone. i'm jealous of them. i wish i was more independent. loneliness kills me... it kills me very slowly. i'd rather do everything with a friend than do some things alone. does that even make sense? it makes sense to me.
i want to be part of the "in-crowd". i'm not talking about hanging with the popular kids because these groups of people don't really exist anymore in the non-schooling world, but i'm talking about being around people i can learn from. or going to all the places i want to go to, even here in seoul.
i want to experience everything.
i don't understand people who enjoy being alone. i'm jealous of them. i wish i was more independent. loneliness kills me... it kills me very slowly. i'd rather do everything with a friend than do some things alone. does that even make sense? it makes sense to me.
Saturday, September 11
buyer's remorse.
staying home --> boredom --> watching a lot of tv --> looking through (but getting sick of) magazines --> trying to read a novel --> more boredom --> restlessness --> just lying down and thinking... A LOT.
so the end result is... too much on my mind. tootootootootootootootootooooo much. every single person i've ever met in my life has said to me, "i think way too much." even when i'm being judgemental (we're all guilty) and assume that someone's skull is empty (you know, when his/her expression is just blank and you can say that he/she looks "dumb"), this person will say to me, "you know what, jessica? i think too much."
obviously, we all think a lot.
it's just a bad thing when we use our chaotic minds to make us unhappy.
so the end result is... too much on my mind. tootootootootootootootootooooo much. every single person i've ever met in my life has said to me, "i think way too much." even when i'm being judgemental (we're all guilty) and assume that someone's skull is empty (you know, when his/her expression is just blank and you can say that he/she looks "dumb"), this person will say to me, "you know what, jessica? i think too much."
obviously, we all think a lot.
it's just a bad thing when we use our chaotic minds to make us unhappy.
Friday, September 10
i want to blog more often.
i'm finding so many useless things to do these days... at least i'm occupied by these things, but i wish i could just sit and write away here.
Seoul or LA?
Seoul or LA?
Tuesday, September 7
new music, fresh magazines...
i can smell fall.
and there's so much i want to buy.
and there's so much i want to buy.
what changed your life?
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