Tuesday, March 31

messed up head. messed up friend.



recently, i've been randomly thinking about one of my girlfriends gettin some ass. if you know what i mean. anyway, usually when edwin and i chat about this kinda stuff, we'll think such things as...
"oh great! she's gettin some!"
"i can sorta imagine it... that's sorta hott."
"yay! wow. exciting. cool."
etc.
this won't make sense, but i don't care because i'm obviously NOT studying. so anyway, i've been thinking about what it'd be like if one of my girlfriends was doing the... you know, whatever, nasty nasty, sexy time, let's-get-crunk-and-straight-to-the-point-fuck type of thing, and i get SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GROSSED OUT. i don't even know WHY i'd think about it but the thought of it is killing me, but it's only when it comes to HER! why am i even thinking about it? i don't know. i want to die i'm so grosed out.

am I a messed up friend?

m0nk3yg0lf3r: u are one of a kind jess