Saturday, January 10

"oh well."

today i...
1) got a late lunch with tina at toast. toast is a great LA eatery. their sandwiches are bomb but people will die after trying their sweet potato fries and signature waffles. i stuffed myself because i was starving so we...
2) went to the bev center (haha we call it the bev center) to get some exercise. HAHA. how does that work?
3) met up with peter and sue at the arclight to watch revolutionary road. we all came out of the theater very depressed. i had high expectations for this film so i was a little let down, but leo and kate were both amazing. don't watch this movie if you are already in a shitty mood, like i was and sort of still am.

i'm so beyond stressed out. what am i doing with my life? why am i not grabbing life by its balls.........? why am i at SC and not a comm or business major? what will i do with my life after i graduate? should i get a whatever job this semester (need the moolah really badly but the pay won't be that good anyway) or try to find a good internship that will look good on my resume? why am i not pursuing my idealistic/irrational/romantic dreams of becoming a patissier, architect, or fashion magazine editor? why am i forcing myself to like an academic discipline that i don't like at all? why don't i see IR in my future whatsoever? what am i doinggggggggggggggg. fucking stressed. i just don't want to regret anything. at all.

now that i got that out...

top 4 films of 2008 in my opinion:

1. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button



hands down. beautiful, moving, profound...golden.


2. Iron Man


some of you will laugh that i put this as number 2, but it was one of the most entertaining movies i've ever watched in my life. my favorite marvel-comic-turned-movie so far.


3. Slumdog Millionaire



great cinematography. the whole film was very emotional and intense and i felt refreshed after watching it.


4. The Dark Knight



an obvious choice. it was only amazing because of heath ledger (and the fact that i watched it in imax!).