"i want to cut open my chest and engulf the world." - D

today has been the dirtiest, laziest, most braindead day of my life. too much drinking and clubbing. i'm in seoul and i need something to inspire me.

1. run around in the rain
2. get on the subway and just go wherever (명동?)
3. go to the bookstore at coex and spend the whole day looking through art books
4. sit at a cafe on 가로수길 and just start writing

i want to go on adventures alone, but why does that scare me?
i want to let go and live it up, but why does my practical side hold me back?

i have no motivation to update my blog, so brb.